Love is the grease that allows the wheel of life to continue turning.
My family is in a wreck! My mom is going through a breast cancer scare. We're currently searching for another doctor to get a 2nd opinion to make sure she really has it. My dad's new home got robbed twice in the past 2 weeks. It's quite unsettling for him & his new wife to leave for work each morning not knowing what can happen to their home while they're out. Not to mention, my dad put all of his lifesaving in order to purchase this home so it's pretty heartbreaking for them. My grandma is desperate need of knees surgery on both legs but she's refusing the treatment. She's pretty much immobile but is terrified of the procedure.
You can probably imagine the stressful atmosphere around here. I'm surprise I haven't gone crazy yet. I'm sure it's just a matter of time before I do. I mean, the stuffs I go through in a day can make anyone dizzy just thinking about it.
On top of this, I've got less than a month or school left so it's not a time to play around. I have to buckle down for the last set of exams & finals of course.
Work is the only that seems relatively stable at the moment, watch that will change just because I just said that. *keeping those fingers crossed* Let's not jinx it, shall we?
I was talking about love but totally got sidetracked. Like I was saying, if love is patient and kind.. then he'll give me my time. Right? In the movies, when the villain gets himself involved in a big mess .. he can freeze everything for a second to just clearly figure everything out before acting on it. Well, that's what I'm trying to do. I need to put us on pause, just for a brief second. Everything around is happening all too quick and it gets very overwhelming. I can't bear to have our relationship be added onto to the chaos too.







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